Moving toward the end

One of the biggest lessons I ever learned was that you can always change your life for the better. Sometimes the setbacks are put there for a reason to help you relaunch yourself. My journey over the last 18 months has taught me a lot about myself, I learned that I can overcome any obstacle in my path. As long as I ask god for help for the right things and not for unnecessary things, I defeat the obstacle. I had to learn not just to pray for help, but to ask others for help. There is always a way to make things happen, there can always be one hour less worked, slept or spent being sad,

Another key point is, you have to not dwell on things. If you're at work and work sucks you have to mentally exit the situation. Yes it's important to make money, but it's more important to be yourself. If you have to call off or go in late to take care of something do it. The job is basically temporary and the people there really only want to put you beneath them. You have to find who actually cares about you and them in, not just anyone who will chat with you. In all aspects of life only talk to people who want the best for you.

However, this does not mean those who talk trash to you in video games or sports are bad. The ability to compete in friendly battles in fantasy sports or games is a great outlet. You need to fill time with activities you enjoy that allow you to learn about new things,

Obviously, I'm putting ideas down for future uses. The one truth that I have found in this journey, is never listen  to what someone who is still in the battle says. Read their eyes, their body language. The saddest most insecure people are the ones who share the most "fuck everybody Im a strong woman" shit. Confidence is quiet... confidence doesn't have to brag about life.. you don't need people to see you as an icon.. because internally you are whatever you want to be. Then and only then can you defeat your issues in life and move forward.

As I continue to mess with this...

Remember this first and foremost. Whatever happens when you are back to normal again, remember balance. Then also remember that there is no changing for anyone else. You have to live to please yourself, not whatever girl you have a crush on or etc.