I barely ever use this blog, I use to have a few more intense blogs lined up but I took them down when I went on probation. It's kinda hard to blog on an ipad lol.
Today I will put this entry in to serve as a reminder to myself.I was looking through my facebook on this day stuff and noticed 5 years ago today I had my knee rebuilt. Which was pretty much the lowest point of my life. I say this because the pain was the worst I ever experienced, the ensuing using pain killers all the time and then buying more off the streets changed my life. This period was so depressing, I was still stuck up on girls from the past. I had nothing to do but lay in bed and watch tv and get faded.
The key point to this is that everyone falls down sometimes. It's a part of the growing process of life. You need these experiences to help build and mold your future self. I barely talk to anyone I knew from this time period except my closest friends. There is a reason for this, you have to change your life to get out of the darkness. Then you must continue to move forward out of the depression and into a new better way.
I'm 132 pounds of muscle now, I look and feel better than ever. But it happened because of these experiences that molded me.
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